Patience

I didn't blog last night because we had a rare night as a family and there just wasn't much new information to share. My thoughts yesterday again turned to patience. When I wrote a couple of weeks ago about the fruits of the Spirit and me needing to work on patience, I had no idea how patient God would really want me to be. As a family we all tend to be spontaneous. We are definitely up for anything at anytime. This is so hard to wait, but we are learning. God gives us just what we need for the moment. I think it is good that we don't know all of what will happen in the future. We certainly couldn't handle knowing it all at once. I am thankful for each day and the blessings we find daily. I am thankful that God continues to keep Luke alive and we see some progress with some part of him daily. Sometimes we take steps backwards but we usually come right back. Yesterday Luke we woke up to find Luke had a very hard night and had some really high vent settings. By this morning they were back down to the settings from the day before. Last night he had a really good diaper (not enough, but better) then by this morning it was down again. We just ride along on the hills and valleys knowing we are in God's hands and in His plan. God continues to fill us with his peace.